Hmmm, your hearts not in it you say? I have been in many conversations where I have heard people comment "my hearts just not in it!!" the circumstances have ranged from washing dishes to someone walking away from a job or marriage. This phrase....this hollow excuse.....this selfish, self-serving group of words makes something stir inside... Continue Reading →
When Enough is Enough
Forgiveness it is one of the biggest things we are called to do. It can be the easiest or the most difficult thing we encounter in our walk with God. Forgiveness comes easy when someone is truly remorseful for their actions, when they say they are sorry and turn from the ways that hurt... Continue Reading →
Wishing Upon a Fallen Star
For several years the approach of August has hurt my heart, of all the things I have encountered in my life the worst pain I have ever known came on August 12, 2012. I have dreaded walking through that day every year and the days leading up to it were just as bad. The saying... Continue Reading →
AHHHH LOVE!!!
I have studied love many many times in my life. I have journals upon journals of notes and scriptures on love. I have grown up believing.......knowing I was just unloveable; there was just something about me that was good for a while but then bored people and they moved on. Since I was... Continue Reading →
A Walk with Jonah…or maybe a Run!
Whatever God has called you to do should be a privilege. This statement stood up, slapped me in the face and made me rethink the way I look at those “interruptions”! Being single was never in my plan. When I married it was for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in... Continue Reading →
When Valleys Become Summits
Romans 8:18 For I consider the sufferings of the present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us. This took me a while to learn and accept but that is the process of suffering. Whether it is you yourself suffering or being bystander to someone else's suffering; the... Continue Reading →
Before I Ever Knew Him
Before I ever knew Him, He had me in His hand. Before I knew the sound of His voice, He would speak to me. Before I ever knew how much I needed Him, He knew how much I would need Him. I believe we all have had a that moment in our lives before we... Continue Reading →
With Great Suffering Comes Great Responsiblilty
"With great pain comes great responsibility!" I wrote this in my journal a few months back. Its wrote on a random page, I remember when I heard the words (not audibly) but in my spirit. Yes, God uses my inner super hero nerd to speak sometimes!! He made me, he knows how to make things... Continue Reading →
In a Dream
Last night I had a dream one that was disturbing and terrifying in many ways, yet enlightening, surreal and it enabled me to embody feelings and emotions so many fellow followers of Christ live everyday. The way God uses the people in your life, the things you hear, things you experience and even a Wednesday... Continue Reading →
A Single Mom Christmas and Duct Tape
This has not been a "joyful" time of year for me for a few years now. It was more of a reminder, a twisting of the knife placed in my heart you see. I dreaded putting up the tree and I haven't even got out my decorations in 2 years. Putting up the tree was... Continue Reading →

